WHen LIfe give you lemons...just suck it up during the sour parts

I am getting ready to move on in my life...in many ways physically I am moving to the mountains of Virginia Blue Ridge , Shenandoah Region, Winchester , Front Royal area...somewhere in there. I have not tied down the exact location yet , because I am still working on employment that will make sure the rent is paid.   However there are lots of artist outlet opportunities, galleries, art shows , craft shows, farmers markets, flea markets and festivals of all kinds.  

Spiritually this move will be great in many ways , this is the area of Virginia that I spent many wonderful days with my family , camping, eating breakfast as the sun rose in those gorgeous GOD created mountains.   It is also the place that when things were bad, I would run away too, by myself find a patch of ground and just sit and let my soul revive from the energies that I only found there.
Having lived here in the Outer Banks of North Carolina , I have never felt that true renewal, that I could get in a hour or two in my mountains.  I would talk to nature, and even better GOD , I seemed to hear Him better there, then any place on earth. 

Emotionally this is taking me back home ...I was born in Virginia and I have missed so many things from there, one the chance to just drive to the mountains an hour from where I lived.  But more than anything missing the little bit of family I had left.  Seeing my Mother once every few months just does not make it ...I miss her and yes even my little ?brother...So when at Christmas on my surprise visit we talked ...and I knew it was time to come home.  So I can spend time with my mommy...and the family I have left and old friends that I have not seen in over a decade.  

So in approximately 3 weeks I will be leaving Paradise? to move to my slice of Heaven, April 27, will be 5 years since my Beloved John went home to God...and I still miss him as much now as I did the last moment he took his last breath as I held in our home we shared for 9 years. He was the most loving , caring and hard working man I ever met.   Our dream had been to retire to a cabin in the mountains...well I have begun the process....so I ask that you wish for me, pray for me that this will be my rebirth into a life of happiness...and follow me on this journey here as I march?   no...Dance back to where I know Happiness lives.